Kurt Cobain's sucide note

Kurt Cobain's suicide was the most vital reason for his immortality. His
early death left everyone in a mystery questions were raised as in why such a young,successful and popular musician would contemplate ending his life at such an early age?

There were many theories put into place
(i)His wife Courtney had hatched a plan to kill him

(ii)He was depressed due to the sad state of the music industry and tired by the rockstar way of life

(iii)And the most absurd of 'em all.That he is still alive and his death was a hoax
so that he could escape from all the publicity.

I leave all the conclusions to you but i only wish that he could have committed suicide (or watever) after releasing few more albums.

Btw foll is the suicide note of Kurt Cobain wherein he states the reason for committing the act.



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To Boddah

Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously
would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee.
This note should be pretty easy to understand.
All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years,
since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved
with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to
be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as
creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now.
I feel guity beyond words about these things.For example when we're
back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds
begins., it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddie
Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from
the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is,
I can't fool you, any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me.
The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it
and pretending as if I'm having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I
should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've
tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,God,
believe me I do, but it's not enough). I appreciate the fact that
I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. It must be
one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone.
I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the
enthusiasms I once had as a child.On our last 3 tours, I've had a much
better appreciation for all the people I've known personally, and as
fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the
guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I
think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too
fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus
man. Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know!I have a goddess of a
wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become.
I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven,
I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it
seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because
I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.Thank you all from
the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern
during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't
have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out
than to fade away.
Peace, love, empathy.
Kurt Cobain
Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.
Please keep going Courtney, for Frances.
For her life, which will be so much happier without me.

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!




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